This time around, it started with a number of co-incidences. You know what I mean – those co-incidences that are anything but. That are actually pretty hefty nudges from Spirit that here is something you need to look into.
I got my first wake-up call way back in 2008 when the world turned blue. It was gorgeous, didn’t worry me unduly, lasted a couple of hours and then was pretty much forgotten as I got on with life. My next wake up call was in 2011 when Spirit dropped the whole story of Kishar and Anshar into my head when I was walking on the beach. I fell in love with the story, confirmed it on Google, called my belly dance class Raqs Kishar and again, got on with life ignoring the wake up call.
Now, I wonder at my easy acceptance of these happenings! Lol
Over the last couple of months I’ve been mentally “worrying” about my Almaak Dancer name. Nothing major, just recognising that I am moving away from that aspect of my journey. Yes, Almaak is home, I was told when I first travelled there that this was my last re-incarnation on Earth and that I’d be going home after this life.
But many things have changed since I went through the Lions Gate and ventured into the Dragons Gate in August and discovered that this would no longer be the case. I’m going to be here a while yet. I have new tasks to complete. Almaak Dancer is still me, it’s just not so relevant.
Thinking up a new, more relevant name is an idea that has been tickling the edges of my brain for a while – and then last week the co-incidences started. A friend asked how you received a Spirit name. Find your Soul Name quizzes started turning up on FB with almost alarming regularity! A conversation the other day with my Teacher involved “human” Sue and “multi-dimensional traveller” Sue, and I realised I needed a new “filing system” in my brain so I could keep a handle on everything. But what to call that m-d traveling aspect of self?
And that was the trigger.
There’s nothing set in stone yet, I need to do a lot of work to know exactly where this is leading me, but last night I had one of those Eurika moments and the thought popped into my head that the reason the story of Kishar was given to me, and the reason I have ALWAYS found peace and answers on the horizon over water, is because Kishar is me.
For me, that thought is a bit radical. I know other people are aware of their soul journey – and I too know some of mine – but I’m a contradictory mix of totally accepting some very weird stuff without any evidence of validity whilst also needing to be able to file the proof away in a corner of my brain. The accepting is usually when it refers to other folk. The doubts flood in when it’s about me. So I’m in a position of accepting that Kishar is an aspect of me, but needing to know more. Confirmation I guess, but this shouldn’t be a time of trying to second guess Spirit. I was told, and should accept. I’m just having a little argument with Human Sue aspect of me!
I see some very deep meditation coming up!